Acting has made me an empath by trade. Since I tend to take work home with me, I can feel for other people...as I walk our quiet little neighborhood. I slip off the path and take a walk alone thought the empty streets but for connection seekers desperately hoping to…
home
i am sitting in my front yard- it is 5:07 am. I am up. I have been up since 3:01- I went to bed a little too early or my mind is racing or perhaps I am in recasting...I am in understanding..I am in them both..... The story is that…
space matters
having a room- a studio- a space- to go to the past three months has been a game changer to me . A room for no other real reason but to meet myself as myself. A room with my things and a mirror...myself. we are approaching a lock down due…
Is Amanda Peet my new beauty-creative-guru?
https://www.lennyletter.com/story/amanda-peet-never-crossing-the-botox-rubicon----- As an older actress...birthday coming up... I tend to struggle with my age...but then again in an industry that is TRYING not to empower the MALE gaze as much anymore I also am aware that not buying into the conversation that age is ugly is important and needs to…
Post RAI and I am currently Euthyroid.
It is about a month and a half after I took I very low dose of RAI to heal my toxic Nodule. The first sign I had that perhaps things were working was that I got cold in a restaurant. I haven't felt cold in MIami for a while... The…
Heading into Tech week for Miami Motel Stories.
this role is sweet and interesting and I think i have finally begun to grasp her. tomorrow starts Tech week...which is basically putting all the pieces together and seeing how the entire piece plays out. I have decided that the routine of a show is best for me. I am…
post RAI
so it is done all the back and forth is over for now and I am on the other side..casualty of truth is over activating the throat chakra and now...now it is about what... waiting and seeing how things LEVEL out and what is any PILL i am going to…
2 days after RAI
started drawing butterfly graphics and listening to Oprah Soulession and walking my dog. I think it is Iodine that is why I had so much energy... but today I am feeling fine two days after the RAI pill and I know this is all going to turn out just fine.…
DONE- RAI-
drove myself to the hospital and got lost and then found myself - I registered and then went to radiology for ME...this was a knew thing...and then I waited while they clarified something on my prescription and then i spoke with the head Nurse and she explained that my dosage…
i am f* human and judgemental…sometimes
I am getting it through my head that i have to take action...can't just treat myself with holistic attempts and it is super EGO busting for me. I have come to realize that me having to do a medical treatment and then most likly have to go on a medicine…